The TOEFL test was hella killing me.... it was like...trying to remeber 1700 new words in 10 days~ OMG~

anyway it's finished....took da test today~ somewhere out of my city...kinda like a travel~ hella tired now...got up at 6 in the morning, the test lasts almost 5 hrs....

wish i could get a good score...so that i hv chance to get into american universities...

haven't updated since April...i don't even know what i did these three months...maybe...just studying~ lol... gonna be a senior student, the darkest year in my whole life...lol...

well...nothing really funny happened, everything are kinda bored...a friend went to Austrilia, kinda had jealous on him, i wanna break too, wanna have a travel...

NEW TOEFL test is coming up at September, haven't decided yet if i'll go take it...don't think i can get it actually...but that's the only chance that i can come back America again...

got a hair cut yesterday...lol...still hv long hair anyway...look different anyway...

    Long time didn't come....kinda busy, kinda lazy... Nothing really important happened...I was trying lose weight, and it was successed...i've lost about 6 kilos now...that's a lot...

    Andy and I are even closer now, i think. Sometimes he hold my hands just for kidding... some friends doubt if we are couples...lol...not yet...but still...like the others ask me like this...

     Big tests are coming again...shit...gonna study for da whole weekend...

Gonna go back to da fucking skool tomorrow morning, too bad....break is over, gonna go study again~~ wanna cry now~~ y da happy time always like this short.....don't wanna go back to da skool and do da fucking math everyday...make me crazy....

Probaby gonna get homesick again...since i've stayed home like 1 month...

love him...Takuya~

    One More Week, then go back to school!

    So Winter Holiday is gonna ended up, umm, kinda sad now. Have to study everyday, sigh** still feel hv lots of thing haven't do yet, but...no more time..shit~

    Gonna give up da chance...give up da chance that go out with him on that day...just feel can't handle it...don't wanna c those annoying ppl...actually, I am kinda scared...even though i don't know what i am afraid of....just feel like so. We are like send messages almost everyday...sometimes even to midnight..lol...doesn't mean nothing, i guess.

    Chinese New Year is ended up today...finally...

                               KooL GuY...